Jack

i got a new live journal its http://www.livejournal.com/users/r0ckinthesuburb/
sorry i dont know how to make links all cool

yesterday sucked, but thats cool i geuss. i think perseverence(sp?) should be a virtue, if it isnt. im not giving up though. on another subject i was at walmart and i was walkin along and there was this really really gross fat guy with hair to his butt with his g/f or lover or wife looking and condoms. that made me laugh a shudder a whole bunch

so its summer and im bored and i was like hey lets go back and read all of the old crap i wrote from like sophmore year up and yes im a huge jackass and pretty much regret all of my sophmore year. so yeah im sorry to the one person that never deserved the shit i did to her.

mission trip was freaking fun. i met some rockin folks and i got to hang out with cool kids all week. but now im effing tired

hey im leaving for a week. its gonna be cool but yeah just thought i would tell the two people who read this

i like my bass

i never ever ever write anything of substance in here. i quit my jorb today cause my boss was an ass and we kept argueing (sp?) im lookin forward to mission trip even though its gonna be kinda janky. me, reidface, megaSAUR and kristuh will have fun even though im sure i wont be in any of their groups. meh what do you do. i get to dye my hair blue sooooooooon




im drowning
save me wake
me up

name that song HOE

i met a lady. no more information is neccesary at the moment. :)

hmmmm... yeah. so this week was ok i suppose. next week shant be though due to two reasons: 1) Algebra 2 2)Chem. anyway, so on thursday i have to go to granbury cause someone in my family thought it would be really funny for jack to have to model for senior pictures. on the good side though i get a free poster of me. how awesome is that? im going to hang it above my bed. i want to see kill bill. so i feel like im in a relationship but im not at all. im not even talking to anyone really. nap time for jackface

i think i found a lady, possibly, maybe, perhaps, by chance?....

today was dumb but i didnt have to work at my new found job that got old fast. im hanging out with a lady tonight

i go to angelenas memorial service tonight. i miss her she was a cool kid. it makes me really mad that while i was worrying about my petty girl problems one of my friends died. makes me feel like a load of shit.

i want a girl i can buy cards for and mail them to her, sneak out of my house (which i never do) and go visit with her all night, stare into her eyes and realize how much she means to me, likes my kind of music but has her own taste, doesnt make fun of me for all my dumb jokes and dumb tendencies, someone who i will fall in love with since ive never really been in love, someone who will think im hott, someone who can hold a good conversation weather it be about wars, mashed potatoes, pocket lent, or presidential candidates, a girl who will buy me candy spuratically. someone who will keep me from thinking this town is boring. someone who is a good kisser. someone who will go to thrift stores with me and look hott in anything there no matter how 80s. someone who i wont find their little things annoying but ill think they are cute. someone who will call me often just to see whats up or t/m me. someone who is shorter then me. someone who will stare at the stars with me. someone who fits in my side. someone who appreciates me and will cheer me up whenever im pissed or sad. someone who wont try to change me and will have the same beleifs as me. im not dont more to come

no one reads this and i cant say anything on xanga so its time for me to bitch my heart out. so im tired of being alone. its gay. im always the third wheel and i have to watch everyone be all lovey and crap and im like dude thanks alot. i just want someone who will make stupid lists about me or will hang out with me. actually i think i just miss the whole giddyness at the begginning of going out. like when you are so freaking excited to get a text message or a phone call or anything just knowing that they were thinking about you at that exact moment and it just makes me sad that i dont have that. screw this pity crap im done

so im going to post in here everyday until i get a password to start a new account

oh hey if anyone still reads this or wants to give me a new account or a password, hook a brotha up

why does xanga suck donkey balls lately? goo i might be usin this again

just remembered the password to this thought i would see if anyone still used it

haha lifes a bitch what can i say. but yes its a rollercoaster of crap and who really gives a crap. you get screwed over unless you screw it ovr first and what can i say im not to good at screwing it over but yes. got conselation yesterday woopdeefreakingdoo. heathers coming back to visit me this christmas thats one of the few things im looking forward to in the future. shes a cool cat. i only get to go to lunch once this week which sucks the wang of a manitee cause i miseed to many tests from the gay tennis tournaments. i cant wait till i graduate. hmm 14 days till xmas break thats excellent. but yes dont think or listen to yourself cause it will screw you over too. but yes you kids keep it cool screw skool and im gonna jet.

lets see ive been happy lately rather odd but fine w/ me. wed. made me happy she knows why but yes its just nice to feel like that even tho im dumb and yea. mijaie got her teeth ripped out and i wanted to go visit her but the ride lady wouldnt let me stop and say "howdy ho" not the slut ho the neighborette ho. but yes. so im thinkin school is gonna be good tomorow even tho i hate b days its only biology really. i cant wait till i can drive and actually hang out w/ people w/ out having to get rides. so halloween was fun chillin w/ cool cats saw some accident i was like goo but yes. vice city is excellent stuff. ive decided i want to be a monk not like a religious monk just meditate alot do some yoga here and there maybe take up an oriental fighting technique. ben folds is really excellent stuff everyone is all hes depressing im like no hes not hes honest and only have the songs arnt all chipper and such but yes. yesterday rearranged me room it was great. i think im growing either upwards or outwards either way im like schwing cause i be sleepin lots more then usual and yes. i sang random songs for like an hour today its really fun to do you kids should try it sometime i highly recommend it. yes well everyone be happpy get well and the rain is nice.